I think, secretly, I am deeply unhappy.









24/4/14   |   2:27pm   |  Comments
back to the grey.

back to the grey.


24/4/14   |   11:32am   |  Comments
farewell san francisco.

farewell san francisco.


22/4/14   |   5:55pm   |  Comments






music nerd in a records store.








22/4/14   |   3:44pm   |  Comments
the very first time i tried caribbean food was in san francisco, at this exact same restaurant. i was 19 at the time, not yet legal to drink in the states, but the english doctor ordered us a big pitcher of sangria anyway. i drank it down, the wine and his love. it was what true happiness tasted like. years later, i found the same bliss in you. but you took it away as quickly as you had given it. you left me addicted to this powerlessness, chasing relentlessly for it ever since. i’d do anything to be happy again.

the very first time i tried caribbean food was in san francisco, at this exact same restaurant. i was 19 at the time, not yet legal to drink in the states, but the english doctor ordered us a big pitcher of sangria anyway. i drank it down, the wine and his love. it was what true happiness tasted like.

years later, i found the same bliss in you. but you took it away as quickly as you had given it. you left me addicted to this powerlessness, chasing relentlessly for it ever since.

i’d do anything to be happy again.


22/4/14   |   3:26pm   |  1 note   |  Comments






driving over the bay bridge.








22/4/14   |   2:10pm   |  Comments
the last few times i’ve taken a bath, i cried. this time, i didn’t. i won’t.

the last few times i’ve taken a bath, i cried. this time, i didn’t. i won’t.


22/4/14   |   11:09am   |  Comments
good morning, san francisco.

good morning, san francisco.


22/4/14   |   8:59am   |  Comments
i’ve been blind, too blind to tell false from true. i’ve been so busy running, never stopped to think where i was running to. but i’ve learned my lesson from the tears i’ve had to cry. sometimes it helps to take your time to sit alone and watch the world go by, ‘cause every day is new. thank god for this beautiful view.beautiful view.i still love you.

i’ve been blind, too blind to tell false from true. i’ve been so busy running, never stopped to think where i was running to. but i’ve learned my lesson from the tears i’ve had to cry. sometimes it helps to take your time to sit alone and watch the world go by, ‘cause every day is new. thank god for this beautiful view.

beautiful view.
i still love you.


22/4/14   |   7:48am   |  2 notes   |  Comments
san francisco outfit #2. floral shirt, dries van noten; jacket, yves saint laurent; pants, vince; bag, alexander mcqueen; and platform brogues, dries van noten. (at InterContinental San Francisco)

san francisco outfit #2. floral shirt, dries van noten; jacket, yves saint laurent; pants, vince; bag, alexander mcqueen; and platform brogues, dries van noten. (at InterContinental San Francisco)


21/4/14   |   1:46pm   |  Comments






monday morning, ocean bound.








21/4/14   |   10:42am   |  Comments
we all live underneath a bridge.

we all live underneath a bridge.


21/4/14   |   12:41am   |  Comments






palace of fine arts. i left my heart here for you. and if you do find it, if you still love me, bring it back to me.








20/4/14   |   9:33pm   |  Comments






golden gate bridge.








20/4/14   |   7:21pm   |  Comments






sunday, castro and mission dolores with nicole!








20/4/14   |   1:10pm   |  Comments